In Thought by Yolanda Rodriguez martinez

~The Story~P5~
Sometime had passed, the memory of you still haunts me like the pain of a feeling that can get you so close to feeling and then when at your reach it only lets go. When everything that is, begins to fade away. I shall let it go. And throw it all away.
In my restless mind you put my soul to sleep as skies are tossed like angels with empty halos and long passing hours its more than you and I could ever take so when your lost and anxious find your peace, in the deep deep.
Being more then I could take and more then I could say the connection was there; it had always been there and up ahead where the sun shielded away all of its fears the light shined among the lids of red scarlet skies.
Was it something I had feared that sent me to begin to question and begin to slowly fade away like hours, which never exist it runs through my veins it eats at my soul?
Oh the sweet pain of loving and to not have loved at all. I've seen you inside it all and in the end its all the same. So today I sat to write you a letter, try to send you my warm embrace so you could feel my love.
Even though now there’s no one here to dry my tears and nights are cold it’s my heart that always knows where you belong. So I sit here with a pen and paper about to express what a heart should feel when in no doubt it knows where it belongs.
I look at my life and there are no regrets. There was pain and there were tears but in the end you and I both know there was nothing that I wouldn’t do, to make you feel my love.



In Thought By Yolanda Rodriguez Martinez